a bozian journal
(extracts)
6 january
these pages
these hours
put to practice
sometimes beaten
as a question
of prediction
of legend kept
wild in death
in birth
evidences of what follows
seldom as proof
but prophetic still
as such bitter voices
saying the name
of desire turned about
to confound the silent eyes
of first light
second glance
without being early
without to stop
to move
to dwell upon
what was gone
and never repeated
as if resolved
dead to the world
14 january
in the light of day
words would have done
in poisoning
this pretence of affection
in pitching
the same old
half mad dreams
into a curious deceit
as though
an answer
read in the air
musty with time
an answer as if a sigh
a vestige of being
of what was found
in the kiss of morning come
7 february
if in all this time
had the pillow
of imagination
tired of tattooing
the folds
of bread brought
and flung ashore
then the dead
in the ground
would have been buried
for the shadows to see
as if having been
the perpetuation
of carefully scraped
scraps of letters found
but then
even more than when
that bread is brought
the dead are loved easier
than driving
the little things
that interest you now
than heaving
consoling lies
around in heaven
than getting
the remains
of night's dark shore
out without anything
more than words
9 february
dreamily spitting
into air that was faint
the blistering line
as it lay alike
over rough held stone
from a dusty hollow
towards the sun
showed the spot where
day and night
in a whisper
grew to become one
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